end of april.

end of april, is this mean end of my sad ending stories?
ohhh plisss make it real make it true. i need some kind of great medication to heal my pain. i can't figure out what kind of hurt is that, but i know i'm in an absofashionlutely hard situation. i've made damn sure to myself that the pain was away but that's ain't true. i was lying to myself.

ME STILL CAN'T STAND IT. PAINFULL, ENDS WITH FRIGID-NESS!!! (is it a right grammar? ough i don't fucking care. i just need to write my feeling!)

i need fresh air, i need to breath well. HELP ME, SOS!

i've ran away from reality, friends and everything.
how could this happen to me? am i too cruel at the past then this massive tragedy are the carma for me? am i? have i through this shitty crap to get my happines again?? am i deserves this?? oh HELL, answer me! !!



(00.29 @ AC4)